The Light is Silver in the Morning
January 6, 2008 | permalink

Happy New Year, Gentle Readers (belated as it might be). How are you? Doing well, I trust...

I have really fallen out of the habit of writing. Which sucks, because I miss doing it. Well, you might say, you should just write more. And I agree. The problem I seem to be having is that I write a post, and then it's a week and a half later, and I don't know where the time went. It's the old time dilation in full effect, I guess. At least, that's what I was letting myself think.

But sitting here thinking about it some more, I know that there is more to it. I feel a little... disconnected, maybe. Things are going really well for me; yet I feel a vague dissatisfaction that I can't really pin down. I have no reason for it. I have less than no reason. And yet...

I don't know. Maybe part of me is waiting for the other shoe to drop, waiting for something to start going badly. That doesn't sound exactly right to me either, though. I have certainly felt like that at other times, and this isn't quite the same.

I have to think about it some more, I guess...

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2 Comments

I do that too.

i think we maybe all go through this? anticipation, the sense that something's going to, got to happen - whether for good or ill, something's going to change the status quo.
bugger it, really...
good luck fording the feeling, though.

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